To those people who have been hurt by my decisions, I’m sorry. I might be a little impulsive sometimes and a little uncertain to a lot of things. I just figured I’m too young to over analyze things and if ever I made wrong decisions, at least it made me happy for a while.
For minutes in the movie, (the fighting scene) I almost thought to myself, how i wish they didn’t make the last movie. I’m a really a sucker for happy endings and i honestly cannot live with what i thought they will give me. Twilight saga has been a part of my life. It’s almost nostalgic remembering every movie and the memories along with it.
Everybody seems to be moving on with their lives. I might do the same thing as well. Will start reading the last book. It’s been on my shelf for 2 years now.
Sometimes when you realized that you cannot fix things anymore, instead of being frustrated, you just feel sad. That’s when you know it’s more tragic. Knowing that no matter how much you try to fix things, situations won’t just allow it. Sometimes, letting go and acceptance is the only way.
Last week has been like hell for me. There wasn’t a day that I can really relax and watch television at night. First day of school and they already give us hell. Ok, I already used hell like
3 4 times.
Mon - Long exam
Tue - OSPE (practical exam)
Wed - Hydro day
Thurs - TheraEx lecture series
Fri - ThereEx worksheet day + Preparation for aerobics tomorrow until 11pm
Sat- Aerobic dance performance + BFF’s bday celebration at night
Sun- Lolo and Lola’s golden wedding anniversary celebration
My body can’t help but break down. I have not been feeling well the past few days. I’m trying not to miss classes because make-ups suck. I just wanna sleep all day until my energy is fully restored. All those stress made me eat and eat everything. I wanna start this week great by sleeping early tonight, so good night tumblr friends!
I gave up trying to make us work. I’m tired of expecting anything from you because in the end I’m always the one being hurt. I got no room for
2nd nth chances because you wasted every single one I gave you. I deserve to be loved and respected, two things you didn’t gave me. Stop saying that it is our fault that this happened to us. Yes, I have immaturities but what you did is unacceptable. Be a man. Suck it in and change. I’m sorry that I cannot be a part of that change anymore. I tried. You didn’t. Big mistake. I’m done.