There are so many disappointment that happened tonight. One is, I just found out that my family is not going to church with me tomorrow. We weren’t acually, but then my mom told me we will so i already agreed to dance on that special number at church. Another thing is, me and my boyfriend, who is out of the country, weren’t able to talk since yesterday. The other things, I don’t even know how to express. I know it’s christmas eve and you probably don’t wanna hear another rant, but I really don’t feel like tonight’s anything special for me.