The more you show a person you can't live without them, you are giving more reasons for them to take you for granted.
I have so many things to do right now but I can’t help but blog about this anyway.
This is so true in so many different ways. The more you show a person how much you love them and how forgiving you are, they tend to abuse it. I hate it so much. I hate that I am so kind to people even up to the point that it’s not right anymore. After they do you wrong, at first they would be like trying to make up for all the wrong and trying to be all nice and kind, but later on when they know that you forgive them easily, everything will be the same again.
And then again, same process. End result. Me getting hurt again.
I am so tired of this cycle.
Someday, I’ll learn how to love myself right. And I can’t wait for that day.
Lately, I’ve been receiving quite a number of tasks from advertisers that I almost can’t attend to everything due to my hectic schedule. Yesterday, I checked my paypal and boom~money received! I only completed 3 tasks last month…but it’s really not that bad. This month i’ll try to be more active. I really want to thank Blogvertise for helping me connect with advertisers. This isn’t a sponsored post! I’m just really grateful. I’ve been a victim of scams before. Hope I can save more $$ so that I can shop online again *_*
And I feel like I’m never gonna be free until this semester ends. We have saturday classes for almost the whole sem. Ugh, I thought our 4th year in college is so much easier than being 3rd year. I’m got it all wrong. We don’t have early dismissal anymore and we almost don’t experience the university break (which is a 2-hr lunch break) anymore. I can’t wait for the CRS week! Oh, I almost forgot…this saturday, me and some college friends are going to shoot our audition video for Outbreak Manila! So excited! Gotta enjoy this little things to survive.
This time, I went against what I would normally do. I have learned that people don’t always need to know your side. At least for people who won’t really give a shit. Let them say what they wanna say and judge you for what they think you are. It’s enough for me to know that I know that I’m not the bad guy and God is on my side. I won’t give you the pleasure of seeing me unhappy, but instead,I’ll prove you wrong. I can be happy with or without your appreciation and support. I still thank you for making me a better person.