I am Titanium.

But when few months, days, or hours have passed, they tend to forget the weight of the sin they commited. They took you for granted, act as if nothing happened, and do the same mistake again. I hate how I am so forgiving to people and how quickly I put my trust in them after what they did. 

When so many hurtful things have happened in a relationship, it feels as if there’s no more room for forgiving, forgetting and loving again. This is exactly what I’ve feeling right now. When we are together, I tend to forget all of these things. But whenever I’m alone or during my day dreaming moments, I remember all of the hurtful things he did and said and it would often make me cry. I’m really a happy person. Smiling and laughing all the time, maybe that’s why people won’t notice what I’ve been feeling inside.

Deep down, I just wanna feel love. I want more happy moments with him to forget everything. But at the back of my mind I feel like there’s no more room for it anymore. All I’ve got to do is move on and let everything go. And I wish I had the strength to do it.

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Business web directories, such as Jasmin Directory helps you advertise your site to expand your brand. You don’t even need to write your own information about your site as it is already done for you. With their experienced editors, you can be assure that all information are legit and are written fluently. 

Jasmin Directory is a 100% SEO business web directory friendly. The links listed on this site are spiderable which means that search engines can crawl on your entire site, not just on the homepage and gather all the relevant information. Web directories that are SEO friendly improves the page rank of a certain website. Which means that, there is absolutely no incentive for people who uses this kinds of website if it is not SEO friendly.

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Web directories are not just important to website owners but also to people who would be needing such services. Jasmin Directory is very accessible and organize so it is easy to find exactly what you are looking for. 

Being overly sensitive is the worst thing ever. You get hurt by the littlest thing. In every argument, you would always lose because your argument is invalid. Even worst, is when people begin to take advantage of this. They know what weapon to use against you to crush your emotions. And it just sucks.

You can’t keep claiming you “deserve more” when you keep going back to the same person. You know exactly what you’re getting, so stop expecting it to be different.

Lasallian week is free time week. hihi. We don’t have classes for 4 days to give way for programs, seminars and all that shiz. Today, we were supposed to have a forum at 8am. But then, they told us that the forum is moved to 1pm. Ugh. They are so confusing! But good thing, I already had my attendance signed by our president so I don’t have to return this afternoon. Me and boyflea decided to go to atc since I’ve been craving for pepper lunch since last december. :)) 

Beef pepper and 1 extra rice for me. We also had kani salad. yum!

Okinawa milk tea (100 % sugar) for me & Hokkaido milk tea (50%sugar) for him.

yummy bread snacks @ breadtalk.

YES. I eat like a man.

First of all, I would like to say that I believe that God does not anyone. God loves everything that he has made and does not hate as we, humans do. Though it is stated in the bible that to lay with the same sex is a sin. The same goes with cheating, lying, and quarreling. In short, we are all sinners. But God only hates sins, not us. Remember his unconditional love for mankind? 

Here in the Philippines, gays and lesbians are accepted but somehow, discriminated. For instance, a homosexual can freely eat at a restaurant and receive the same service that everybody else gets. But, people are most likely to talk behind their backs especially if they are cross dressers. Also, a homosexual might be confused on which washroom he or she may use. 

As a christian, I stand against the hate the Christians promote in the name of the Lord. Religion should never be an excused to discriminate people.  In God’s eyes, we are all equal and special. God has given us equal chances in life to know Him and repent from all unrighteousness. Instead of judging, why not be a channel of love and blessing to everyone? Be a good example. Share God’s word and love one another. 

I’ve been thinking for a long time now of getting permanent curls/waves or whatever you call it. I kind of want something like this:

I’m tired of having my hair rebonded every now and then. I want something new. Do you know any salon that offers this kind of service with a reasonable price? I know Tony and Jackey and David’s salon, but from what I heard, theirs is too pricey. So any suggestion please?

I was so tired this afternoon when I got home from school. You know, having saturday classes and all. As I was entering our gate, I saw Hershey (our old dog) facing the other direction. I was about to surprise her when I saw this creature just a few inches away from her. Cutieeeepatoootieeee! My dad bought a new dog. He said he got it for 7.5k pesos in Cartimar (they say it’s the best place to but household pets.) 

With two lovely dogs in our house - double the happiness! I love dogs. I just don’t like the way I get too attached with them.

I’m not so hyped about it even though it means that we won’t have classes for 2 days. I’m not used not being with my college best friend as my roommate because we’re not classmates anymore. I probably would just listen and try not to fall asleep during sessions. Actually, I’m not a Catholic. But I’m not one of those self righteous christians. I believe that religion can’t send anyone to heaven, but true faith and acceptance of Jesus as your personal Lord and Savior will. But I don’t really join in some practices like confessions, I’ll probably just sleep early like what I did last year. 

I’m just looking forward for the yummy meals that we will be having there. At least my boyfriend is with me. I just hope I will not wake up late at night because of homesickness. 

It’s been a week since he went home from his trip to US. I haven’t got time to blog about it since I’ve been a nerd all week. o_o We were so excited to see each other that on the first day of classes this year, we met at 6am although our first class will start at 8am. We exchanged gifts. Hihihi. I hope he liked my gifts. I gave him a mushroom stuff toy from plants vs zombies and a tee.

So here are the things he gave me.

(from top left) Lakers souvenir shirt (he got from staples center after watching the lakers vs. bulls game) Gray Forever 21 top. Top/Dress with printed hearts (he knew i’m a big fan of Forever 21),a watch and chocolates (actually, he gave me 2 canes with chocolates and 2 polar bear chocolates…me and my little sister already ate them XD)

And oh, he also gave me a cute dolphin keychain he got from a stop over in Hawaii and uhmm. idk what to call it. A small bow with my name stitched on it from a sidewalk vendor in Mexico. 

As you can see, my gifts were nothing compare to his! Haha. But I hope he like them. I need to have lots of money $$$ so I can buy him stuffs as well. Ugggghhh.