I can't stop myself from liking you, or thinking about you. You are the first thing I think of when I wake up and the last thing I think of before I go to sleep. I think that's a cliché from somewhere, but it's completely true.
It’s just a simple conversation but it suddenly just brings back everything together. After all those thoughts about giving up and having mild depression for the past few days, they all vanish in a moment. Too bad, I can finally say that I am officially attached to you. I’m willing to take the risk. I hope it turns out well.
As hard as it may be, it’s safer that way. In hopes that I don’t get hurt. Maybe if I don’t talk to you, you’ll end up talking to me. Maybe if I try to keep myself busy and on the low, maybe just maybe, you’ll end up wondering where I am. Maybe if I stay away, you’ll hopefully miss me.
You know that feeling when you're really sad about something? and then something good happened to you and you know you should be happy about it, but then you just wish that good thing didn't happen anymore but instead that one thing that made you sad could have been change instead?
Because, you’ll only end up hurt. Don’t expect too much. Don’t assume. Maybe he’s doing those things to other girls as well. If someone’s sweet to you, you have to assure if you’re really special to him and that he treats you differently.
I’m not really sure what exactly is happening there but based on what I’ve heard Libyan people are being massacred because they’re rebelling against an unfair government. Now, there is communication blackout there too. Like internet, cellphones and landlines have been cut off. All we can do is pray for them, spread the word and support news media that is doing coverage of Libya. God please save this nation. :((
If I were given a chance to turn back the time even for just a few months, I would rather not have that traditional debut on my 18th bday. I’ve just seen the video of that night and Gah I was like, What was I thinking? I don’t know why. My party really sucks. Or maybe I could have chosen different people on the 18’s list. I mean, I didn’t even include that special someone of mine on the 18 roses. It’s funny how our life can really change so quickly. I can also remember those people whom I’m expecting to come but didn’t. Maybe they don’t realize how important for a girl to celebrate her 18th bday with all those people she loves. You may think that it’s not enough reason to hate someone just because of that. I really DGAF.
Basically my advice for those of you who are thinking of having the traditional debut party…Just NO. It’s not really worth it.
On a different note…. I’m just wondering why is it when I post something personal, I always lose a follower? Hahaha.
I usually don’t care about what people think of me. But because I care about you, I’ll do what you think is right for me to do. I don’t like giving you the wrong impression about me because I’m scared my action might scare you away or make you hate me.