Aika!, Merry Christmas! at Happy New Year (advance!). haha sobrang thankful ako kay God kasi isa ka sa naging best friend/classmate ko at mas naging close pa tayo sa summer class, sobrang dami kong gustong sabihin sa iyo. Pero thankful ako na ikaw ay isa sa mabuting tao (wew) na nakilala ko. sorry kung d nakapunta sa bday mo. bawi na lang ako. *hugs -kevin
Paturtle! How sweet naman. Naalala ko yung mga lol moments natin nung summer. Yung dougie ni patrick, fornix mo, sexy technique. etc. Hahaha. Teka, di naman ako ng celebrate ah, sila dian lang yun, trololol. Anyway, happy holidays to you. God bless always. Thanks for being a true friend. Miss ka na namin.
There are so many disappointment that happened tonight. One is, I just found out that my family is not going to church with me tomorrow. We weren’t acually, but then my mom told me we will so i already agreed to dance on that special number at church. Another thing is, me and my boyfriend, who is out of the country, weren’t able to talk since yesterday. The other things, I don’t even know how to express. I know it’s christmas eve and you probably don’t wanna hear another rant, but I really don’t feel like tonight’s anything special for me.
A while ago, as I was updating my blog for those blog-to-get paid thingy, I remembered this private blog that I created where I can post all those “emo stuffs” so that my readers won’t get annoyed with all these kinds of post, that I post over and over again.
I was so surprised to see that my last post there was already on February this year. 10 months ago, I was so confused. My tagline even says,”I’ve lost the only love worth fighting for.” Not sure of anything, upset, and basically just not happy with everything in my life.
I never thought that I could ever be this happy. Not everything is perfect, though. But I tend to see the good side in everything. My old optimistic self is back. Thank you, Lord.
Tonight is my boyfriend and his family’s flight to US. Actually, they’ll passed by two other countries but basically they will stay in the US. Christmas, New Year and our eighth months, we will spent apart. 17 days countdown. I miss him already.
After all the things that has been said and done, I still found a way in my heart to forgive him. Love really is for fools. Love is blind. Above all, love conceals a multitude of sins. One last chance. I hope it’s worth it.
I have never been so unsure of anything in my whole life. It’s like being so sure that you ate banana cake only to found out that it was a cinnamon. I thought I was so sure of him. I never thought of things he is capable of. Things I didn’t even thought anyone was capable of. It’s true. You can never really know how it feels like until you actually felt it.