Nelly’s sister died of leukemia in 2005. Since then, he hasn’t been writing songs. Then, his sister came in a dream. She told him to write a song to sooth him. Listen to the song. The lyrics have so much more meaning now…
Aww. The same thing kinda happened to me when I was in my 1st year. I got out of accountancy before it was too late, and I'm now into advertising. I love it, but its not exactly my dream, so I contemplated to study make up artistry when I graduate. :] Its hard, kahit si Milena ayaw ng tourism, gusto mag Fine Arts. Kaso ngayon, sayang na yung units. Sayang na yung tuition fee na nainvest. So I told her, to finish her studies and I'll help pay her schooling at UST ng Fine Arts, kasi di na sya kayang pagaralin nina mommy.
My point is, and I know its not exactly the kind of advice that would make you happy, try finishing it first. When you have lots and lots of money out of being a physical therapist, you can open your own resto, clothing line, or be a freelance photographer too. Recently, I've read a story about a pediatrician who after 3 years of practicing at a hospital, stopped and became a photographer who works at the fashion industry.
Your journey or your path doesn't end when you graduate and start working as something. Your journey is as long as you want it to be as God is willing. 2 years na lang! Or maybe 3? I really don't know how long your course is. :]] Anyway highway, unti na lang, ggraduate ka na, its okay. You have a lot of time to yourself after and the world is yours. Wag ka mapressure na hindi mo mafufulfill ang dreams mo at hindi ka maging happy. You will be, just give your parents the 2 years they're asking for them to be happy, and surely they'll give all your life to be happy. Kesa naman sa di ka makagraduate sa gusto nilang paraan at bulyawan ka nila the rest of your life? :]
Pray for it. Ask God's advice. He knows things naman better than anyone. :]
I'm sorry for the unsolicited advice. I just felt like saying kasi I've been there, and what I say might help. If it didn't, I'm sorry!
p.s. Chocolates are awesome when having PMS.
You don’t know how much your response means to me. Somehow, I find comfort that I am not alone in this world. I’m teary-eyed (~.~) Actually, I prayed immediately when I got home & I feel that he immediately lighten up my burden. Physical Therapy is a 5 year course which means I still have 3 more years to stick with this.
Honestly, I can keep up with it if I can. But I think my brain cannot. I’m scared of failing. I’m scared that people will look down on me if I fail. Yet I want to fail just so my parents would allow me to shift to a different course. (Failure of a major subjects = 1 year addition to the course)
I know you think I’m smart and all that. But really I’m not. Science is definitely not my forte. I suck. In school I am below the average. In short I’m a DORK. It’s such a pressure to be surrounded with all those brilliant people.
But I think I’ll give it a shot. I’ll give it my best shot. I’ll let God give His best shot. I know his plans are always perfect. I know in the future I can still fulfill what I really want in life.
Thank you so much for caring besides the fact that your status says: “Yeah, nobody kinda cares about your problems anymore so you can shut up now. :]”
I’m glad that I am not one of those people you don’t care about. Heehee. I feel so much better, really. You certainly have that of pulling me back in. :) :) :)